Day 217: Workin' Stuff Out

There's been much more drama in my daily life than I care to experience here in the last 6 months or so.  I'm frequently using my "music time" to work out some of my personal issues.  This is one of those instances.

The piece is maybe just a throwaway, as it was a basis for experimentation with Now and Later by the Chronologists.

Here are the lyrics:

You set an unrealistic expectation of where you want your life to go.
You tell yourself that you can make it happen.  
When it all starts to fall apart you are decimated.
You'd be elated if you could do more.

That's what's going to happen.  
And that's what's going to keep happening.

You wouldn't wish this fate on your enemy, but you bestow it on me.
You wouldn't dare to push someone else like this, but you do it to me.

Day 127: Be True

I've been vascilating back and forth for several days on whether or not to keep this going.  Finally, today I had an epiphany.

So now that we've gotten that out of the way I'll be making music until I choose not to.  What to do or how to do it will not be influenced by anyone else.  I will make whatever kind of music in whatever way I choose and don't give a shit who likes it or who doesn't.  Genres be damned.

Here I come.